Taking My Life Back After the Emotional Wreck!

(This event happened a decade ago!)

As I go along with my new daily life routine being single again back then, I found it interesting, challenging and very exciting to be finding myself all over again. I want to find the real me, the happy me that I used to be. This was my first step and I knew that it was going to get some time to get over being in misery. I was at the edge of it and on my way to a happier life. I was taking it and living one day at a time. I may not know what my future ahead of me but I kind of feel that I was on at the right direction then.

Of course, no matter how hard you try at first to move on and forget what you’ve been through and no matter how strong you think you are, finding your inner you and taking back your life is very challenging. At least it was for me but I was all for it. Some people say ‘The Breakup of a marriage is like a death’ in my perspective it wasn’t. Instead, it was like I was being born again. In fact, I was very happy to break loss from an abusive relationship. If it wasn’t of my strength and determination, I wouldn’t be here writing about my memoirs.

After the first year of grieving over being a divorce woman, I was trying to uncover myself after the emotional wreck and keep my sanity together. I thought it was time for me to take the next step and meet new friends or even try to enter into a dating world again. By all means, this time I was very cautious on who to hook up with and I was very finicky on whom to be friends with.

I started meeting people from all walks of life. I made few lady friends which of whom I hang out with every Friday and Saturday for night clubbing. I also met some nice fine young men but no one has ever captured my heart yet. I was not really looking forward to meet my prince charming by going nightclubbing of course. But being out there having fun and just enjoying life being single again, I realized how much I was missing out. Having been experienced in failure marriage, I did not rush in getting involved into a serious relationship romantically at that time as I was still being cautious. I knew my goal was to find that happiness and I know somewhere somehow someone out there is waiting for me. I was very positive then that the person was born for me only for me were just somewhere in this world. I knew that one of these days I would find him or he would find me rather. 



Next= Re-entering into a dating world


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